I want somebody to listen. like how i’m always listening to everyone else. I want to just sit down and tell you everything. What’s been bothering me, why I’m so cynical, why it’s hard for me to open up. How everything is starting to get to me. how I absolutely hate crying but somehow at this moment i find them rolling down my face. How as much as I love making people laugh I’m never really happy, I don’t even know what would make me happy. I feel so restless, I want to leave everything, I want to just..go. I want to actually open up for once. I want someone to listen to me.
